Also love...

The biggest lesson that I learnt this year - Grief is also a form of love 💔.

It's been one of the hardest years, so much of loss, hopelessness, sadness. Everything just breaking and disintegrating. It has been so so so hard. 

Yet, the resilience of life takes over. There is no alternative but to live it, to get up each morning and just run through the entire day. 

I miss talking to her, wish she had more time, wish we could have grown old together. I miss my sister. 

And I miss my Mojo. I cannot forget how he stuck to me back in 2012, another tough year. How he never left my side even for a moment as I had howled and cried and tried to make sense of what was happening to me. That year was also so hopeless. That grief was excruciating. Mojo showed me a kind of love that never judged, never expected anything in return. It was just love, that's all.

I am missing both of them a lot today. 

Life isn't fair, but that's what it is. 

Hoping for a better tomorrow and better year ahead. After all, what's life without hope, right 🙂.