The last of the storm

Sometimes the only way out is through the situation, no matter how uncomfortable, how suffocating or how unbearable - that's the only way out! That realisation hit me yesterday. 

While subconsciously I have been doing it in a mechanical manner, as I tried to figure out the reason behind all that I am doing now, and no logical explanation ever came into my mind. I just had to go through it, that's all. 

Only thing, as the journey progressed, I somehow became numb to the unbearable pain. It is there, underlying, sealed by a thin layer of skin, and gives a constant throbbing pain. It was annoying at first, now, it tells me I am still alive and all that was there and all that I feel had been real and is very much real. And that is enough fuel to see me through this storm.

I have braved through the initial phase of the storm, and in the recent past I felt I was standing under the eye of the storm. I have been here for some time now, taking stock of things, while I saw my life being completely destroyed around me. This is where I shed myself and built myself piece-by-piece, even changing myself at cellular level, often shouting due to excruciating pain, especially in the beginning. 

As I settled, the universe started equipping me with life skills, survival techniques. I felt love and loved. I knew I wasn't alone. I knew I was blessed, that I was guided to take a certain path, which made no sense to me at that time, but I walked along it. Grace is at work here. I got exactly what I needed exactly at that precise time to exactly drive me towards a particular milestone. Given enough time, and after covering certain distance, I started to see the map. 

While the picture is still hazy, at least now I can decipher the general outline. And I also know that now is the time to wade through this storm yet again to reach at the other end. That journey would be interesting, because this time the storm is going to make me resilient, strong and layer me up by amplifying every other skills that I have learnt so far. 

This is the last journey of success, of love and of finally reaching home! 

See you at the other end fellow traveller, with lots of love 💕.