Limbo

Life has become different now. I am getting into a pattern. Problem is, I am not sure if I like that. I don't like being stuck or rooted to one place or situation.

The monotony of daily life is not something I have ever signed up for. Yes, I know the responsibilities have increased manifold and I don't really have much of a choice. Yet, I long for my own place. It's strange. I do everything and willingly, yet, I still want to get away too.

It's a question really, why do I get shackled by worldly affairs everytime I try to move away from it all? What's there to learn more? 

The inner yearning is suppressed within. It feels as if this is an interlude which has been imposed on purpose. Otherwise, I would have left sooner and somehow, that wouldn't have done justice to this life. 

I know, I also get scared of myself often. Then again, that's my reality too.

So, here I am, in a limbo right now, waiting for something to happen. Dekhte hai. 

Between, Happy Diwali 🪔 Have fun 😊