Give me strength Universe

Things are the bleakest pit, it is now a matter of a few days. I don't know from where I would get the strength to wade through this. I know I need to be strong, that I have to support everyone, but how?

At the smallest instance, I am crying, and I know I shouldn't. I know I need to be there for my brother and my niece and for my parents, but how? Please Universe, tell me how? How do I get enough strength to support so many people. Show me the path, tell me how to be resilient, how to be a pillar for others to lean on, tell me and I will follow that, please Universe show me the way, please 🙏.

And that poor soul, I will love her always 🪄.