The answer

That's how the universe works. You ask and you recieve. I asked something point blank yesterday and within a few hours got my answer, that too detailed one.

Not divulging it, that's my journey, my path and I have to walk on it. But one thing for certain, there is a message in it too - of being more open and vulnerable. 

There are things that are undeniable and no matter what that connection will remain as is, no matter what we go through in our personal lives, what we believe and not, what we see in the future and not, it stays. So, the question is, how do we live with it? The answer to that, accept it, and accept without any expectations. Easier said than done. Emotions are tough to manage, but should we really manage them? Let them flow, in that vulnerability, we find ourselves, our path forward. 

It is overwhelming. At times everything clashes, but isn't that what it always had been. Our inner selves always clashing with our outer realities. There wasn't a way through which we could have made any sense of this world, human behaviour, the truth of life. It always felt as if we have some answer locked inside of us, that we have the knowing, just that not knowing how to reach towards it. And that caused an itch in us, the itch to know what we knew internally, but somehow avoided or didn't have enough bandwidth or energy to understand. So, do we understand that now? 

I say, we recognise it. We now know what it is, but we still need to open up to its energy, to fully embrace it to finally understand what it is all about. That's the step, that's the code, that's what will break the loop. 

Everything will come when it needs to, everything has its own timing. Having faith in our own selves and in our journey being guided is all we need. Yes, there is free will too, shutting our eyes and saying enough I am not doing this anymore. Why should I go through this pain and hurt? At that time, asking, "Will it be worth?" may help. The answer is always within us.

Never ever thought life will bring to this crossroad, this juncture. 

However, one thing for sure. It's beautiful out here, and it is worth the effort. Life, indeed is a gift, a gift that you share 🙂.