Is that home?

Have you ever felt as if you are living inside a Matrix? That some day, someone will finally hand out the red pill which will take us out of this cycle, this illusion. Alas, that isn't happening, maybe, we need to find that pill inside of us. 

For now, like Neo, there are only glimpses of the dimension beyond this reality. Question is how do I know they are real or just a figment of my imagination. Mind can do anything, play so many tricks. It's always tough to know whether you are dreaming inside a dream or the top has finally stopped spinning! 

Thing is, what I have learnt so far is nothing is improbable, at least in my case. Everything that I can think of is possible and what I can't or can't even perceive is as real as my thumbs that I am using right now to type out. 

So, here's a glimpse of my improbable glimpses! 

Is there a place where time is not a dimension, where the rules of gravitation does not work, where the sense of space is as much as you can perceive, where everything is predominantly white? Is it possible that such a place exists and that place gives ultimate freedom of everything, no questions asked. That one place where you can be who you are, without any judgement or any bias. You exist because you are meant to exist there. 

It's so simple to exist there. That feels so comforting and that's home. And I am so much away from it. 

There are still some more foggy glimpses. For now, the veil is lifting steadily, and I hope I get to return soon. ❤️