Vibe hai

Just yesterday I had said that I am taking a break, and today, I am back here. Why? Because, from some things you cannot take a break. I know it doesn't make sense, but has any of it till now has anyway made any sense? So, why even bother finding one. 

Back to business, why am I here again? I have been feeling anxious the entire day, there had been these deep-seated anxieties, doubts and frustrations that were eating me up. So much so, that as I failed to sleep yet again, I just couldn't help but to almost scream for help from the Universe and Baba. I knew the overwhelming emotions that I was feeling wasn't just mine. 

And, wow, I got the guidance within a few minutes. It just gets weirder and weirder each day. But, you know what, I am done with pretending anymore. If this is what it is, bring it on. I am not running away any more. I am ready to embrace it with open arms and an equally open heart. 

I am also done with this veil. So, here's the unfiltered message from the Universe (nope, there wasn't any akashvani, gosh, I won't be surprised now if that happens too... It is a kind of mailer that I subscribe to, which doesn't come regularly and doesn't have any particular schedule, but today it dropped at an opportune time.) I have stopped questioning to find any logic by now. It is futile, doesn't yield any result. Things just happen - synchronicities, seeing something or hearing something randomly that reminds of the past, feeling unknown emotions without any context. It just is crazy, I know. Wow! I feel like Mount Vesuvius right now. 

Anyway, that is for another day. For now, here are some key takeaways (sorry, just couldn't help it :D)

- This is foremost a journey of self-love. You need to love and embrace yourself unconditionally. 

- Be attuned to your masculine energy. You will be receiving some energy updates and raise your vibrations.

- Even if you encounter blockages in your path, your progress won't be ruined.

- It’s a time to look deep within your soul, embrace the truth and learn the lessons that emerge.

- You are reaching a higher level of personal and spiritual growth and there will be a series of breakthroughs in your life.

- Embrace your true calling, talents and strengths.

- You are at a positive growth loop and will feel more fulfilled emotionally.

- There is something to do with some higher purpose, not too clear but it starts with helping people, servicing the community, raising the vibes around. No idea.

I am completely droopy now, thankfully. It felt as if I was just meant to relay this message. Weird, weird, weird - actually nothing is. 

I badly need a break now. This is getting too overwhelming. Please start meditating and get your own downloads, I don't want to be an owl (Harry Potter reference, get it!). My satire is also getting shitty. I need to sleep right now. 

One thing, feels good to open this barrage - no more pretention and I can be more empathetic and vulnerable. 😍

Remain blessed.